***Songs To While The Time By- The
Roots Is The Toots- Jesse Winchester’s Yankee
Lady –Take Two
From The Pen Of Frank Jackman
A YouTube clip to give some flavor to
this subject.
…she came
like the wind out of Texas, came out of the West Texas winds night, came out of
what did she, they, call them, those winds, oh yeah, the blue norther’. Came
out spouting Goethe, Schiller, and blessed Holderlin in High German no less, like
some holy mantra, like some great metaphysical world historic volk all wrapped up (and truth French
mad monk symbolist hero- poets Verlaine and Rimbaud with wispy Villon in reserve
in smattering French too). Came out, small town country girl came out, like
Gabby the swoony forlorn waitress serving them off the arm in Grandpa’s diner
out in the hard rock night in The
Petrified Forest (played by Miss [Ms.] Bette Davis of the Bette Davis eyes).
That was
part of what she was, part of her, but she also came out like some Larry
McMurtry The Last Picture Show hero. They would laugh about it later after he
had read the book and they saw the film adaptation in some Boston second-run
theater and she told him that dusty old one-horse oil boom town going to seed with
the Main Street (only street) diner, corner boy hang-out pool hall and ah gee oil
boom rich cowboys, or wanting to, could have been her hometown, could have been
her spot on the road hometown, except her town didn’t have a picture show only
a drive-in about forty miles to the north heading to big town Odessa. They,
Jeff, Timothy, Cybil, Cloris, Sam, Elaine could have been her kindred, her
one-way to nowhere kindred rooted to those dusty winds come hell or high water.
Came north
with those poems in her head, a book bag and small hand-me-down suitcase in her
hand, with that dust still stuck in her throat, with all the boy gas jockeys,
oil drillers, and football heroes hankering after her wanting to make her their
bride, their brood mother, came north with those kin yapping that that they couldn’t
understand for the life of them why anybody on this good earth planet would go
north, go north to “find herself.” (Strange too about that “find yourself” since
they were all, three or four generations before, nothing but German tinhorns
happy to farm a little land and when the smell of oil filled the air, followed
the boomtowns west).
Came north
to get out of that wind. Came north too to get away, well, away from a lot of
stuff that those who looked to the 1960s as a jail-break were trying to get
away from. To see what the racket was all about, to see if somebody other than old
deaf granny or the night would listen to her plainsong. Came north all blue
eyes, all something out of Botticelli’s fevered mind, all long hair, braided, ethereal, simple
dress as bespoke the times, all pearls of wisdom (remember those German
poet-kings) all, well, fetching if not classically beautiful and all soul. All
soul ready for a mate, ready to teach a man a few simple truths if he could
stand them.
She came
north, came to great cities, came first to hog-butcher to the world Chicago but
just then they, the jail-breakers were storming heaven, or trying to and she
bewildered could not fathom what was going on, and why. Then came to New York
City, the Village naturally, but just that moment the only German they were
interested in was a guy named Marx, and stuff like class struggle. They had no
time, no good earth time, for metaphysical poet- kings and Texas twang girls
spouting ancient poems in high German and so she moved on to Cambridge,
Cambridge where they love ancient German poets and give the boot to New York
City Marx boys and damn class struggles geeks. One night they met. Or she met
him, met him sitting in the old Hayes-Bickford, drinking limp grinded coffee,
smoking some left-over cigarette butt, looking like old time pictures of
madman/devil Rasputin (she would later draw a picture of him, a mind’s eye
picture, and it would look shockingly similar to that beast) poring over some
ill-disposed poem by T.S. Eliot.
So they
began, began their time together she teaching him about bread-baking, yogurt-
producing, sewing, crocheting, crazed German poets, French symbolists, all the
manly arts and he eagerly learned them, learned too some wisdom, some wisdom
struggled from out in those blue norther’ night, from her plainsong voice. And
when Cambridge seemed too stuffy, when they tired of city life, tired of
endless Hayes-Bickford nights and no sleep, living off limpid coffee and
cigarette butt dreams, they lived by the sea in a primitive cabin.
Lived by
the sea off the coast of Maine, Maine with its own winds, gales to make a man
wonder, to fear the wrath of Nature, Maine with it ocean swirls flashing
foam-flecked white breakers. And she worked, worked serving them off the arm up
at Aunt Betty’s Diner, worked at Hobart’s General Store, too, and he worked
sometimes, sometimes doing landscaping in the great estates a few miles up the
road, but mostly he worked, worked day and night on some coffee and
butts-etched piece of writing, a sketch here and there. They walked beaches, climbed
craggy nature-chipped rocks, made love before Mother Nature waves drowning out
their sighs. Made do, made things from scratch, bartered or did odd jobs for
essentials, lived like some pioneer forbears making the western trek (those
oil-boom smelling German tinhorns). And she, Texas-born, an orphan, grew to
love him, and he her, and the spring birds, the summer bugs, the fall leaves
and the winter snows proclaimed that
simple fact.
Then one
day he got the urge for going like he had, unknown to her, a million times
before, a million sleepless Hayes –Bickford nights before. Had what he called
his Mexican urge, Mexico of the mind, to head south or west it did not matter,
and so he left, left one morning, ruck-
sack in hand. Left in a fit of hubris, and she Texas- born, born of prairie
stock and sorrows, held back her tears. Later, much later, after many traveled roads,
many ash-heap sketches, many dead-end romances, knowing that he had made a
mistake, had taken the wrong road, wondered, wondered whether she still sang
that plainsong, still lived by that sea, still thrilled the night singing of
those German poets into the pounding
surf, and still thought kindly of her northern boy …
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