***Out In The Be-Bop 2000s Night-
Desperately seeking...
From The Pen Of Peter Paul Markin:
Yah, I know I switched up on you. Just
when you had me written off as irretrievably lost in a time capsule about in 1964,
or worse, suffering from some age-related infirmity and thus not capable of
uttering the words “twenty-first century” I come up and sting you with juts
such a message. So be it. As is well known usually when I write about any part
of the be-bop night, it concerns the times of my schoolboy “high-tide”
feverish, mad monk-driven be-bop nights in the mid to late 1950s when I first
got the itch, the wandering idea itch. When I heard some distant unknown, maybe
unknowable, sound in my head that said follow the high white note. Or it might
have been the early 1960s when I shared those be-bop nights, shared that faraway
beat calling us like lemmings to the sea , with Frankie, Frankie Riley, king of
the be-bop schoolboy night in our old beat-down, beat-up, beat seven ways to
Sunday, beatified, working-class neighborhood in North Adamsville. Certainly for
me, us, be-bop times did not extend later than the late 1960s and the hitchhike
hippie on the road warrior highway, a separate highway more visceral road, but
on this one I have to extend forward to the new millennium to make my pitch. So
hear me out, will yah.
******
Desperately seeking…
an idea. I will keep this short and
sweet. I have to admit to failure, abject failure, utter failure, despairing
failure, and twelve other forms of it, in my efforts to keep up a steady
drumbeat of commentaries about the old days at North Adamsville High (many of
which, mercifully, have been relegated to the recycle bin, trash barrel, deep
freeze space or other designated welcoming cyberspace disposal sites). Failure,
do you hear me? Why? I foolishly, again, again meaning here when one of my “projects”
did not turn out right that is the characterization they deserve, believed that
my commentaries would act as a catalyst and draw 1964 classmates, and other
former students at North Adamsville, out. Hell, even an off-hand straggler from
fiendish cross-town arch rival Adamsville would be given a hero’s welcome.
What I was really thinking about though
was, maybe, some long lost comrades of the schoolboy night like hang-around
guys in front of Harry’s Variety (where the white-tee-shirt, blue-jeaned,
engineer-booted, cigarette-smoking, unfiltered of course, sneering, soda-swilling,
Coke, pinball wizards held forth daily and nightly, and let me cadge a few odd
games when they had more important business, more important girl business, to
attend to) would find their voices. Maybe they could tell, finally tell, the secret
swaying of the hips, just so not too much left or right, that got them all
those extra games, and the girls, fast girls too. Or the gang around Doc’s
Drugstore ( a place where all the neighborhood boys, all the sixteen year old
boys, and maybe some girls too, all the plaid-shirted, black-chino-ed, “cool”,
max daddies came of drinking age, from Doc's shelves, for medicinal purposes of
course). They could tell of magic elixirs from rums and raw whiskey, and
confess, yes, confess that that whisky taste was nasty. Or, even holy of
holies, Salducci’s Pizza Parlor “up the Downs” when Frankie, Francis Xavier
Riley, was king of night (and a few days too) and I was his lord chamberlain.
Maybe tell of some pizza dough secrets, or how to snag a girl with just the right
jukebox combination when dough was short and you were lonely. But no, no one
came forth to spew their whitewashed stories almost a half a century later.
Probably, on some of the stuff, some of the kiddish schoolboy night stuff, they
didn’t realize the statute of limitations ran out, and ran out long ago. But
that’s not my problem.
At some point I figured out that
this was not to be the case that those phantoms had lost their voices or
preferred snickered quiet, and I resolved to push on anyway at the whim of
whatever demons were driving me on. Fierce demon, raider red bleeding demons,
to speak out of gone-by days. I was going along fine until I realized and the
readers, or at least a few readers, tipped me to this hard fact of literary
life. I was recycling the same basic story just in little different guises. You
know teen alienation, teen angst, teen love, teen hate, and teen lost themes.
And girl-less-ness, or too many girl-ness, or wanna be such. Same, ditto,
Xerox. Praise be king trash barrel of the dark, dark just before the dawn
night. And quick click fingers.
Now, frankly, and this is the core
of my plea, I have run out of ideas. A recent re-reading of some of my
commentaries has rubbed my face in that hard fact. Two themes, one mentioned
above, in various guises have emerged; no, have jumped from the page at me,
from the work- the 'tragic' effects of my growing up poor in the land of plenty
in the 1950s be-bop working class night and that usual teenage longing for
companionship and romance. Gee, those ideas have never been the subject of
literary efforts before, right?
Okay, okay nobody asked me to
volunteer to be the unpaid, self-appointed voice of the Class of 1964 and so I
have only myself to blame. I swear I will get into a twelve-step program for
the nostalgically-challenged just the minute I get out of the rehab program for
political junkies. But in the meantime-help, or else. And what might that or
else threat mean? I am desperate enough to steal someone else's thunder from
the general North Adamsville High Message Forum that I have been peppering with
my ravings. Do you really want to hear me on the subject of Squaw Rock or other
seamy, steamy tales of the seashore "submarine" night? And name
names. Or, how nasty some of our teachers were? Ditto on the names. Yawn. Or
the kinky, perverted, long-suppressed dark side of the North Adamsville High
School Band and what they did with those seemingly innocent instruments? Or
........have me go into back into that dreaded Recycle Bin and dust off some of
those rejects? Think about it. Send an idea-quick.
******
P.S. Someone has suggested a
comparison or contrast between Elvis and Jerry Lee Lewis along the lines of
Rolling Stones/Beatles (Class of 1964-Stones or Beatles) or Brenda Lee/Patsy
Cline (Battle of The Sexes-Round 235) commentaries that I had done earlier this
year. This does not count as a new idea though as that goes to the old lonely
nights and girlless days theme that we are trying to move away from.
Of course, Jerry Lee and his electric
energy on the keyboards was better than Elvis except when he was young and
hungry before military service and those awful movies got the best of him-that's
a no-brainer. But it is an idea that will find its way into these pages on its
own. Meanwhile how about some North Adamsville idea? I am ready to start
writing about President John Adams, his wife Abigail, his son John Quincy, his
grandson, Charles Francis, his great grandson, Henry and unto the nth
generation if nothing better comes along. And believe me, Adamsville born and
bred, I have all the dirt on those guys and their dolls. You have been
forewarned.
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