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Tuesday, February 3, 2015
I Did It My Way-Bob Dylan’s Shadows In The Night
CD Review
From The Pen Of Frank Jackman
Shadows In The Night, Bob Dylan, 2015
It was bound to happen if he lived long enough. Strange as it may seem to a generation, the generation of ’68, the AARP generation, okay, baby-boomers who came of age with the clarion call put forth musically by Bob Dylan and others to dramatically break with the music of our parents’ pasts, the music that got them through the Great Depression and slogging through World War II, he has put out an album featuring the work of Mr. Frank Sinatra. The music of the Broadway shows, Tin Pan Alley, Cole Porter/Irving Berlin/ the Gerswhins and so on. That proposition though seems less strange if you are not totally mired in the Bob Dylan protest minute of the early 1960s when he, whether he wanted that designation or not, was the “voice of a generation,” catching the new breeze a lot of us felt coming through the land.
What Dylan has been about for the greater part of his career has been as an entertainer, a guy who sings his songs to the crowd and hopes they share his feelings for his songs. What Dylan had also been about had been a deep and abiding respect for the American songbook (look on YouTube to a clip from Don’t Look Back or stuff from the Basement tapes). In the old days that was looking for roots, roots music from the mountains, the desolate oceans, the slave quarters, along the rivers and Dylan’s hero then was Woody Guthrie. But the American songbook is a “big tent” operation and the Tin Pan Alley that he broke from when he became his own songwriter is an important part of overall tradition and now his hero is Frank Sinatra. I may long for the old protest songs, the roots music, the odd and unusual but Dylan has sought to entertain and there is room in his tent for the king of Tin Pan Alley (as Billie Holiday was the queen). Having heard Dylan live and in concert over the past several years with his grating lost voice (it was always about the lyrics not the voice) I wonder though how much production was needed to get the wrinkles out of that voice to sing as smoothly as the chairman of the boards.
Monday, February 2, 2015
Just Before The Sea Change - With The Dixie Cups Going To TheChapel Of Love In Mind
There were some things about Edward
Rowley’s youthful activities that he would rather not forget, things that
defined his life, gave him that fifteen minutes of fame, if only to himself and
his, that everybody kept talking about that everyone deserved before they
departed this life. That is what got him thinking one sunny afternoon in
September about five years ago as he waited for the seasons to turn almost
before his eyes about the times around 1964, around the time that he graduated
from North Adamsville High School, around the time that he realized that the
big breeze jail-break that he had kind of been waiting for was about to bust
out over the land, over America. It was not like he was some kind of
soothsayer, could read tea leaves or tarot cards like some latter day Madame La
Rue who actually did read his future once down at the Gloversville Fair, read
that he was made for big events anything like that back then. No way although that
tarot reading when he was twelve left an impression for a while.
Edward’s take on the musical twists and
turns back then is where he had something the kids at North Adamsville High
would comment on, would ask him about to see which way the winds were blowing,
would put their nickels, dimes and quarters in the jukeboxes to hear. See his senses
were very much directed by his tastes in music, by his immersion into all
things rock and roll in the early 1960s where he sensed what he called silly “bubble
gum” music that had passed for rock (and which the girls liked, or liked the look
of the guys singing the tunes) was going to be buried under an avalanche of
sounds going back to Elvis and forward to something else, something with more guitars
all amped to bring in the new dispensation. More importantly since the issue of
jailbreaks and sea changes were in the air he was the very first kid to grasp what
would later be called the folk minute of the early 1960s (which when the tunes,
not Dylan and Baez at first but guys like the Kingston Trio started playing on
the jukebox at Jimmy Jack’s Diner after school some other girls, not the “bubble
gum” girls went crazy over). So that musical sense combined with his ever present
sense that things could be better in this wicked old world drilled into him by
his kindly old grandmother who was an old devotee of the Catholic Worker movement
kind of drove his aspirations. But at first it really was the music that had been
the cutting edge of what followed later, followed until about 1964 when that
new breeze arrived in the land.
That fascination with music had
occupied Edward’s mind since he had been about ten and had received a
transistor radio for his birthday and out of curiosity decided to turn the dial
to AM radio channels other that WJDA which his parents, may they rest in peace,
certainly rest in peace from his incessant clamoring for rock and roll records and
later folk albums, concert tickets, radio listening time on the big family
radio in the living room, had on constantly and which drove him crazy. Drove
him crazy because that music, well, frankly that music, the music of the Doris
Days, the Peggy Lees, The Rosemary Clooneys, the various corny sister acts like
the Andrews Sisters, the Frank Sinatras, the Vaughn Monroes, the Dick Haynes
and an endless series of male quartets did not “jump,” gave him no “kicks,’
left him flat. As a compromise, no, in order to end the family civil war, they
had purchased a transistor radio at Radio Shack and left him to his own
devises.
One night, one late night in 1955, 1956
when Edward was fiddling with the dial he heard this sound out of Cleveland,
Ohio, a little fuzzy but audible playing this be-bop sound, not jazz although
it had horns, not rhythm and blues although sort of, but a new beat driven by
some wild guitar by a guy named Warren Smith who was singing about his Ruby,
his Rock ‘n’ Roll Ruby who only was available apparently to dance the night
away. And she didn’t seem to care whether she danced by herself on the
tabletops or with her guy. Yeah, so if you need a name for what ailed young Edward
Rowley, something he could not quite articulate then call her woman, call her
Ruby and you will not be far off. And so with that as a pedigree Edward became
one of the town’s most knowledgeable devotees of the new sound. Problem was
that new sound, as happens frequently in music, got a little stale as time went
on, as the original artists who captured his imagination faded from view one
way or another and new guys, guys with nice Bobby this and Bobby that names,
Patsy this and Brenda that names sang songs under the umbrella name rock and
roll that his mother could love. Songs that could have easily fit into that
WJDA box that his parents had been stuck in since about World War II.
So Edward was anxious for a new sound
to go along with his feeling tired of the same old, same old stuff that had
been hanging around in the American night since the damn nuclear hot flashes
red scare Cold War started way before he had a clue about what that was all
about. It had started with the music and then he got caught later in high
school up with a guy in school, Daryl Wallace, a hipster, or that is what he
called himself, a guy who liked “kicks” although being in high school in North
Adamsville far from New York City, far from San Francisco, damn, far from
Boston what those “kicks” were or what he or Eddie would do about getting those
“kicks” never was made clear. But they played it out in a hokey way and for a
while they were the town, really high school, “beatniks.”So Eddie had had his short faux “beat” phase
complete with flannel shirts, black chino pants, sunglasses, and a black beret
(a beret that he kept hidden at home in his bedroom closet once he found out
after his parents had seen and heard Jack Kerouac reading from the last page of
On The Road on the Steve Allen Show that they severely
disapproved on the man, the movement and anything that smacked of the “beat”
and a beret always associated with French bohemians and foreignness would have
had them seeing “red”). And for a while Daryl and Eddie played that out until
Daryl moved away (at least that was the story that went around but there was a
persistent rumor for a time that Mr. Wallace had dragooned Daryl into some
military school in California in any case that disappearance from the town was
the last he ever heard from his “beat” brother). Then came 1964 andEddie was fervently waiting for something to
happen, for something to come out of the emptiness that he was feeling just as
things started moving again with the emergence of the Beatles and the Stones as
a harbinger of what was coming.
That is where Eddie had been
psychologically when his mother first began to harass him about his hair.
Although the hair thing like the beret was just the symbol of clash that Eddie
knew was coming and knew also that now that he was older that he was going to
be able to handle differently that when he was a kid.Here is what one episode of the battle
sounded like:
“Isn’t that hair of yours a little long
Mr. Edward Rowley, Junior,” clucked Mrs. Edward Rowley, Senior, “You had better
get it cut before your father gets back from his conference trip, if you know
what is good for you.” That mothers’-song was being endlessly repeated in North
Adamsville households (and not just those households either but in places like
North Adamsville, Hullsville, Shaker Heights, Dearborn, Cambridge any place
where guys were waiting for the new dispensation and wearing hair a little
longer than boys’ regular was the flash point) ever since the British invasion
had brought longer hair into style (and a little less so, beards, that was
later when guys got old enough to grow one without looking wispy, had taken a
look at what their Victorian great-grandfathers grew and though it was “cool.” Cool
along with new mishmash clothing and new age monikers to be called by.).
Of course when one was thinking about
the British invasion in the year 1964 one was not thinking about the American
Revolution or the War of 1812 but the Beatles. And while their music has taken
1964 teen world by a storm, a welcome storm after the long mainly musical
counter-revolution since Elvis, Bo, Jerry Lee and Chuck ruled the rock night
and had disappeared without a trace, the 1964 parent world was getting up in
arms.
And not just about hair styles either.
But about midnight trips on the clanking subway to Harvard Square coffeehouses
to hear, to hear if you can believe this, folk music, mountain music, harp
music or whatever performed by long-haired (male or female), long-bearded
(male), blue jean–wearing (both), sandal-wearing (both), well, for lack of a
better name “beatniks” (parents, as usual, being well behind the curve on teen
cultural movements since by 1964 “beat”except on silly television shows and “wise” social commentary who could
have been “Ike” brothers and sisters, was yesterday’s news).
Mrs. Rowley would constantly harp about
“why couldn’t Eddie be like he was when he listened to Bobby Vinton and his Mr.
Lonely or that lovely-voiced Roy Orbison and his It’s Over and other
nice songs on the local teen radio station, WMEX (he hated that name Eddie by
the way, Eddie was also what everybody called his father so you can figure out
why he hated the moniker just then). Now it was the Beatles, the Rolling Stones
and a cranky-voiced guy named Bob Dylan that has his attention. And that damn
Judy Jackson with her short skirt and her, well her… looks” (Mrs. Rowley like
every mother in the post-Pill world refusing to use the “s” word, a throw-back
to their girlish days when their mothers did not use such a word.)
Since Mrs. Rowley, Alice to the
neighbors, was getting worked up anyway, she let out what was really bothering her
about her Eddie’s behavior, "What about all the talk about doing right by
the down-trodden Negros down in Alabama and Mississippi. And you and that damn
Peter Dawson, who used to be so nice when all you boys hung around together at
Jimmy Jacks’ Diner [Edward: corner boys, Ma, that is what we were] and I at
least knew you were no causing trouble, talking about organizing a book drive
to get books for the little Negro children down there. If your father ever
heard that there would be hell to pay, hell to pay and maybe a strap coming out
of the closet big as you are. Worst though, worst that worrying about Negros
down South is that treasonous talk about leaving this country, leaving North
Adamsville, defenseless against the communists with your talk of nuclear
disarmament. Why couldn’t you have just left well enough alone and stuck with your
idea of forming a band that would play nice songs that make kids feel good like
Gale Garnet’s We’ll Sing In The Sunshine or that pretty Negro girl
Dionne Warwick and Her Walk On By instead of getting everybody
upset."
And since Mrs. Rowley, Alice, to the
neighbors had mentioned the name Judy Jackson, Edward’s flame and according to
Monday morning before school girls’ “lav” talk, Judy’s talk they had “done the
deed” and you can figure out what the deed was let’s hear what was going on in
the Jackson household since one of the reasons that Edward was wearing his hair
longer was because Judy thought it was “sexy” and so that talk of doing the
deed may well have been true if there were any sceptics. Hear this:
“Young lady, that dress is too short
for you to wear in public, take it off, burn it for all I care, and put on
another one or you are not going out of this house,” barked Mrs. James Jackson,
echoing a sentiment that many worried North Adamsville mothers were feeling (and
not just those mothers either but in places like Gloversville, Hullsville,
Shaker Heights, Dearborn, Cambridge any place where gals were waiting for the
new dispensation and wearing their skirts a little longer than mid-calf was the
flash point) about their daughters dressing too provocatively and practically
telling the boys, well practically telling them you know what as she suppressed
the “s” word that was forming in her head. She too working up a high horse head
of steam continued, "And that Eddie [“Edward, Ma,” Judy keep repeating
every time Mrs. Jackson, Dorothy to the neighbors, said Eddie], and his new
found friends like Peter Dawson taking you to those strange coffeehouses in
Harvard Square with all the unwashed, untamed, unemployed “beatniks” instead of
the high school dances on Saturday night. And that endless talk about the
n-----s down South, about get books for the ignorant to read and other trash
talk about how they are equal to us, and your father better not hear you talk like
that, not at the dinner table since has to work around them and their smells
and ignorance over in that factory in Dorchester. And don’t start with that Commie trash about
peace and getting rid of weapons. They should draft the whole bunch of them and
put them over in front of that Berlin Wall. Then they wouldn’t be so negative
about America."
Scene: Edward, Judy and Peter Dawson were
sitting in the Club Nana in Harvard Square sipping coffee, maybe pecking at the
one brownie between, and listening to a local wanna-be folk singing strumming
his stuff (who turned out to be none other than Eric Von Schmidt). Beside them
cartons of books that they are sorting to be taken along with them when head
South this summer after graduation exercises at North Adamsville High School
are completed in June. (By the way Peter’s parents were only slightly less
irate about their son’s activities and used the word “Negro” when they were
referring to black people, black people they wished their son definitely not to
get involved with were only slightly less behind the times than Mrs. Rowley and
Mrs. Jackson and so requires no separate screed by Mrs. Dawson. See Peter did
not mention word one about what he was, or was not, doing and thus spared himself
the anguish that Edward and Judy put themselves through trying to “relate” to
their parents, their mothers really since fathers were some vague threatened
presence in the background in those households.)
They, trying to hold back their excitement
have already been to some training sessions at the NAACP office over on Massachusetts
Avenue in the Roxbury section of Boston and have purchased their tickets for
the Greyhound bus as far as New York’s Port Authority where they will meet
others who will be heading south on a chartered bus. But get this Pete turned
to Edward and said, “Have you heard that song, Popsicles and Icicles by
the Mermaids, it has got great melodic sense.” Yes, we are still just before
the sea change after which even Peter will chuckle about “bubble gum” music.
Good luck though, young travelers, good luck.
I Hear The Voice Of My Arky Angel-Once Again-With Angel Iris Dement In Mind
SWEET FORGIVENESS (Iris DeMent)
(c) 1992 Songs of Iris/Forerunner Music, Inc. ASCAP
Sweet forgiveness, that's what you give to me
when you hold me close and you say "That's all over"
You don't go looking back,
you don't hold the cards to stack,
you mean what you say.
Sweet forgiveness, you help me see
I'm not near as bad as I sometimes appear to be
When you hold me close and say
"That's all over, and I still love you"
There's no way that I could make up for those angry words I said
Sometimes it gets to hurting and the pain goes to my head
Sweet forgiveness, dear God above
I say we all deserve a taste of this kind of love
Someone who'll hold our hand,
and whisper "I understand, and I still love you"
AFTER YOU'RE GONE (Iris DeMent)
(c) 1992 Songs of Iris/Forerunner Music, Inc. ASCAP
There'll be laughter even after you're gone
I'll find reasons to face that empty dawn
'cause I've memorized each line in your face
and not even death can ever erase the story they tell to me
I'll miss you, oh how I'll miss you
I'll dream of you and I'll cry a million tears
but the sorrow will pass and the one thing that will last
is the love that you've given to me
There'll be laughter even after you're gone
I'll find reason and I'll face that empty dawn
'cause I've memorized each line in your face
and not even death could ever erase the story they tell to me
Every once in a while I have to tussle, go one on one with the angels, or a single angel is maybe a better way to put it. No, not the heavenly ones or the ones who burden your shoulders when you have a troubled heart but every once in a while I need a shot of my Arky angel, Iris Dement. Every once in a while when I am blue, not a Billie Holiday blue but maybe just a passing blue I need to hear a voice that if there was an angel heaven voice she would be the one I would want to hear.
I first heard Iris DeMent doing a cover of a Greg Brown tribute to Jimmy Rodgers, the old time Texas yodeller, on Brown's tribute album, Driftless. I then looked for her solo albums and for the most part was blown away by the power of Iris’ voice, her piano accompaniment and her lyrics (which are contained in the liner notes of her various albums, read them, please). It is hard to type her style. Is it folk? Is it Country Pop? Is it semi-torch songstress? Well, whatever it may be that Arky angel is a listening treat, especially if you are in a sentimental mood.
Naturally when I find some talent that “speaks” to me I grab everything they sing, write, paint, or act I can find. In Iris’ case there is not a lot of recorded work, with the recent addition of Sing The Delta just four albums although she had done many back-ups or harmonies with other artists most notably John Prine. Still what has been recorded blew me away (and will blow you away), especially as an old Vietnam War era veteran her There is a Wall in Washington about the guys who found themselves on the Vietnam Memorial probably one of the best anti-war songs you will ever hear. That memorial containing names very close to me, to my heart and I shed a tear each time I even go near the memorial when I am in D.C. It is fairly easy to write a Give Peace a Chance or Where Have All the Flowers Gone? type of anti-war song. It is another to capture the pathos of what happened to too many families when we were unable to stop that war. The streets of my old-time growing up neighborhood are filled with memories of guys I knew, guys who didn’t make it back, guys who couldn’t adjust coming back to the “real world,” or could not get over no going into the service to experience the decisive event of our generation.
Other songs that have drawn my attention like When My Morning Comes hit home with all the baggage working class kids have about their inferiority when they screw up in this world. Walking Home Alone evokes all the humor, bathos, pathos and sheer exhilaration of saying one was able to survive, and not badly, after growing up poor, Arky poor amid the riches of America. (That may be the “connection” as I grew up through my father coal country Hazard, Kentucky poor.)
Frankly, and I admit this publicly in this space, I love Ms. Iris Dement. Not personally, of course, but through her voice, her lyrics and her musical presence. This “confession” may seem rather startling coming from a guy who in this space is as likely here to go on and on about Bolsheviks, ‘Che’, Leon Trotsky, high communist theory and the like. Especially, as well given Iris’ seemingly simple quasi- religious themes and commitment to paying homage to her rural background in song. All such discrepancies though go out the window here. Why?
Well, for one, this old radical got a lump in his throat the first time he heard her voice. Okay, that happens sometimes-once- but why did he have the same reaction on the fifth and twelfth hearings? Explain that. I can easily enough. If, on the very, very remotest chance, there is a heaven then I know one of the choir members. Enough said. By the way give a listen to Out Of The Fire and Mornin’ Glory. Then you too will be in love with Ms. Iris Dement.
Iris, here is my proposal, once again. If you get tired of fishing the U.P., or wherever, with Mr. Greg Brown, get bored with his endless twaddle about old Iowa farms or going on and on about Grandma's fruit cellar just whistle. Better yet just yodel like you did on Jimmie Rodgers Going Home on that Driftless CD.
Sunday, February 1, 2015
The Face (Book) Photo That Launched A Thousand Clicks- Or “Foul-Mouth” Phil Hits Pay-Dirt-Finally-With The Coasters Under The Boardwalk In Mind
Yes, I know. I know damn well that I should not indulge my seemingly endlessly sex-haunted old-time corner boys. After all this space is nothing but a high-tone “high communist” propaganda outlet on most days –good days (“red” according to those very same corner boys who thought anything to the left of Genghis Khan in the old days was redder than the sun echoing an old history teacher of mine who unhappy with a surly answer I had given him had called me a “Bolshevik,” or rather asked that as question and Timmy Murphy one of the corner boys who was there in the class after he said that never let me live that one down so I am used to that velvet-handed red-baiting). I should, moreover, not indulge a “mere” part-timer at our old North Adamsville Salducci’s Pizza Parlor hang-out be-bop night “up the Downs” like one “Foul-Mouth” Phil Larkin. (For those who do not know what that reference refers to don’t worry you all had your own “up the Downs” and your own corner boys, or mall rats as the case may be, who hung out there.) Despite his well-known, almost automatic, foul mouth in the old days Phil had his fair share, more than his fair share given that mouth, of luck with the young women (girls, in the old days, okay). I am still mad at him for “stealing” my old-time neighborhood heartthrob, Millie Callahan, right from under my nose. (And right in the Sacred Heart Roman Catholic Church after Mass to boot. If he is still a believer he stands condemned. No mercy. As for me, an old heathen, I was just glad that I stared at her ass during Mass. I stand condemned anyway, if things get worked out that way).
Well, that was then and now is now and if you read about “poor” Phil Larkin’s trials and tribulations with the ladies recently in a sketch entitled Sexless sex sites you know that his old Irish blarney ( I am being kind to the old geezer here) had finally given out and that he was scoreless lately. That is he was scoreless as of that writing. As Phil pointed out to me personally as part of our conversations while I was editing his story on that one he felt that he would have had better luck with finding a woman companion (for whatever purpose) by just randomly calling up names in the telephone directory than from that “hot” sex site that he found himself embroiled in. And, in an earlier time, he might have been right.
But we are now in the age of so-called “social networking” (of which this space, as an Internet-driven format is a part) and so, by hook or by crook, someone placed his story (or rather, more correctly, my post from this blog) on his Facebook wall. As a result of that “click” Phil is now “talking” to a young (twenty-something) woman graduate student from Penn State (that is why just a few minutes ago he was yelling “Go, Nittany Lions” in my ear over the cell phone) and is preparing to head to the rolling Appalachian hills of Pennsylvania for a “date” with said twenty-something. Go figure, right? So my placement of this saga, or rather part two of the saga (mercifully there will be no more), is really being done in the interest of my obscure sense of completeness rather than “mere” indulgence of an old-time corner boy. As always I disclaim, and disclaim loudly for the world to hear, that while I have helped edit this story this is the work of one “Foul-Mouth” Phil Larkin, formerly of North Adamsville and now on some twisted, windy road heading to central Pennsylvania.
Phil Larkin comment:
Jesus, that Peter Paul Markin is a piece of work. Always rubbing in that “foul-mouth” thing. But I guess I did get the better of him on that Millie Callahan thing back in the day and he did provide me a “life-line” just now with his posting of my story on his damn communist-addled blog. It is a good thing we go back to “up the Downs” time and that I am not a “snitch” because some of the stuff that I have read from him here should, by rights, be reported directly to J. Edgar Hoover, or whoever is running the F.B.I., if anybody is. We can discuss that another time because I don’t have time to be bothered by any such small stuff. Not today. Not since I hit “pay-dirt” with my little Heloise. Yes, an old-fashioned name, at least I haven’t heard the name used much lately for girls, but very new-fashioned in her ideas. She is a twenty-five graduate student from Penn State and I am, as I speak, getting ready to roll out down the highway for our first “in person” meet.
You all know, or should be presumed to know to use a Markinism (Christ, we still call his silly little terms that name even forty years later), that I was having a little temporary trouble finding my life’s companion through sex sites. I told that story before and it is not worth going into here. [Markin: Fifty years Phil, and every other guy (or gal) from the Class of 1964. Do the math. I hope you didn’t try to con Heloise with that “youthful” fifty-something gag-christ, right back to you, Phil.] Let me tell you this one though because it had done nothing but restore my faith in modern technology.
Little communist propaganda front or not, Peter Paul’s blog goes out into the wilds of cyberspace almost daily (and it really should be reported to the proper authorities now that I have read his recent screeds on a Russian Bolshevik guy named Trotsky who is some kind of messiah to Markin and his crowd). So a few weeks ago somebody, somehow ( I am foggy, just like Markin, on the mechanics of the thing, although I know it wasn’t some Internet god making “good” cyberspace vibes or anything like that) picked it up and place it (linked it) on his Facebook wall ( I think that is the proper word). Let’s call him Bill Riley (not his real name and that is not important anyway) Now I don’t know if you know how this Facebook thing works, although if you don’t then you are among the three, maybe four, people over the age of five that doesn’t.
Here’s what I have gathered. Bill Riley set up an account with his e-mail address, provided some information about himself and his interests and waited for the deluge of fan responses and “social-connectedness” (Markin’s word). Well, not exactly wait. Every day in every way you are inundated with photos of people you may know, may not know, or may or may not want to know and you can add them to your “friends” pile (assuming they “confirm” you request for friendship). Easy, right?
Well, yes easy is right because many people will, as I subsequently found out, confirm you as a friend for no other reason than that you “asked” them to include you. Click- confirm. Boom. This, apparently, is what happened when Bill “saw” Heloise’s photo. I found out later, after “talking” to Heloise for a while, that she did not know Bill Riley or much about him except that he has a wall on Facebook. So the weird part is that Bill “introduced” us, although neither Heloise nor I know Bill. This has something Greek comedic, or maybe a Shakespeare idea, about it, for sure. In any case Heloise, as a sociology graduate student at Penn State, took an interest in the “sexless” sex site angle for some study she was doing around her thesis and, by the fates, got hooked into the idea that she wanted to interview me about my experiences, and other related matters.
Without going into all the details that you probably know already I “joined” Bill Riley’s Facebook friends cabal and through him his “friend” Helosie contacted me about an interview. Well, we “chatted” for a while one day and she asked some questions and I asked others in my most civilized manner. What I didn’t know, and call me stupid for not knowing, was that Heloise not only was a “friend” of Bill’s but, unlike me (or so I thought), had her own Facebook page with photos. Now her photo on Bill’s wall was okay but, frankly, she looked just like about ten thousand other earnest female twenty-something graduate students. You know, from hunger. But not quite because daddy or mommy or somebody is paying the freight to let their son or daughter not face reality for a couple more years in some graduate program where they can “discover” themselves. Of course, naturally old cavalier that I am said, while we were chatting, that she was attractive, and looked energetic and smart and all that stuff. You know the embedded male thing with any woman, young or old, that looks the least bit “hit-worthy.” (Embedded is Markin’s word, sorry.)That photo still is on Bill’s wall and if I had only seen that one I would still be sitting in some lounge whiskey sipping my life away.
Heloise’s “real” photos, taken at some Florida beach during Spring break, showed a very fetching (look it up in the dictionary if you don’t know that old-time word means) young woman that in her bikini had me going. Let’s put it this way I wrote her the following little “note” after I got an eyeful:
“Hi Heloise - Recently I made a comment, after I first glanced at your photo wall, that you looked fetching (read, attractive, enchanting, hot, and so on). On that first glance I, like any red-blooded male under the age of one hundred, and maybe over that for all I know, got a little heated up. Now I have had a change to cool down, well a little anyway, and on second peek I would have to say you are kind of, sort of, in a way, well, okay looking. Now that I can be an objective observer I noticed that one of your right side eyelashes is one mm, or maybe two, off-balance from the left side. Fortunately I have the “medicine” to cure you. If you don’t mind living with your hideous asymmetrical deformation that is up to you. I will still be your friend. But if you were wondering, deep in the night, the sleepless night, why you have so few male Facebook friends or why guys in droves are passing your page by there you have it. Later-Phil.”
The famous old reverse play that has been around for a million years, right? Strictly the blarney, right? [Markin: Right, Phil, right as ever]. That little literary gem however started something in her, some need for an older man to tell her troubles to or something. And from there we started to “talk” more personally and more seriously. See I had it all wrong about her being sheltered out there in the mountains by mom and dad keeping her out of harm’s way until she “found” herself. No, Heloise was working, and working hard, to make ends meet and working on her doctorate at the same time. Her story, really, without the North Adamsville corner boy thing, would be something any of us Salducci’s guys would understand without question. (I was not a part-time corner boy by the way, except by Frankie Riley’s 24/7/365 standards and The Scribe’s). [Markin: Watch it, Phil. I told you not to use that nickname anymore.] I’ll tell you her story sometime depending on how things work but right now I am getting ready to go get a tank full of gas and think a little about those photos that launched a thousand clicks.
Markin comment:
Phil, like I said to Johnny Silver about what people might say about his little teeny-bopper love. Go for it. Don’t watch out. And like I said before we had better get to that “communist” future you keep thinking I think we all need pretty damn quick if for no other reason than to get some sexual breathes of fresh air that such a society promises.
Channeling The Ghost OfJames “Whitey” Bulger- George V. Higgins’ At
The End Of Day
Book Review
From The Pen Of Frank Jackman
At End Of Day, George V. Higgins, 2000
This George V. Higgins crime novel from 2000, At End Of Day, has to be pure fiction, right. The
FBI, the G-men, a couple of guys in the guys in the Boston office anyway,
trying to put a rope around the guys who talk in low whispers, nods and
bullets, the Italian Mafia, the “our thing” guy enlist the aid of a couple of
leg-breakers, hit men, independent contractors, loan sharks whatever needs to
be done, illegally done a specialty. One guy an Irishman, Arthur, maybe from
Southie, a guy, doing not uncommon work over in those precincts and the
other guy a not “our thing” Italian guy, Nick, maybe from the North End also
doing not uncommon work over in those precincts are feeding information to
“Uncle, ” feeding it at the dinner table in one the agents' houses, with the understanding that their own operations, short of murder of
course will get a pass. No way this could be the real FBI, certainly not Efram
Zimbalist, Jr.’s FBI, not J. Edgar’s. Why it would be a scandal all over the daily prints.
Right. So George V. Higgins, ex-prosecutor around Boston is just blowing smoke
here. Just letting his imagination run wild having Arthur blow town after a hit, whereabouts unknown, maybe unknowable, and Nick caught in a State Police operation where the G-men, Sloat and Farrier, were clueless worrying, tight stomach worrying about taking out a "loan" from Nick to cover Sloat's mortgage. Pure fantasy unless you have been reading the newspapers around Boston over the past several years.
A lot of times when an author “speaks”
to me I tend to go on a rampage going through the litany of whatever he or she
has written. That is the case of late with the late Boston novelist and
professor George V. Higgins whose work is a special case (like Dennis Lehane of
late) since most of the locales and most of the types who populate his novels
are very familiar, maybe too familiar to me almost from childhood. Too familiar
from the robber baron corner boys turned gangsters who preyed on the edges of
our working class neighborhoods to the “on the make” politicos mapping out
their career paths from about their eighth year (in full disclosure I went some
distance on that route until I realized that I had to try to live with myself
most days and would have not been able to say that on most days on that path)
to renegade priests trying to conceal their lusts under the collar to the
copper who made life easy for the previously mentioned brethren. We were all
mixed together down there at the dangerous base society, the grim place when
the working poor hung with their outsized hungers and it is only happenstance
that one goes one way and the other another. Here is the way I put it in previous review of a Higgins crime novel:
“Hey, any friend of Eddie Coyle’s is a
friend of mine. You know Eddie, right, the Cambridge-bred corner boy who got
tied up with some guys who did some things, a little of this and that late at
night, a little of this and that about giving guys the means to go
rooty-toot-tooton their appointed chores, did some things that “Uncle” might
take umbrage at and try to put a guy away for, for a nickel or a dime, maybe.
And poor middle-aged sag Eddie did not want to do the time, no way, but also
got caught up in something too big for him to handle. So you know Eddie Coyle,
the guy who was found not looking too pretty one cop car morning in the back of
a stolen Chevy in some back parking lot in some dead-drop bowling alley off
Dorchester Avenue in Boston.
Actually now that I think about the
matter I don’t know, never heard of, could not say word one about some guy,
what was his name again, oh yeah, Eddie Coyle. And of course while a lot of
ex-corner boys (Jack Slack’s bowling alleys in North Adamsville for me) knew
plenty of guys exactly like benighted Eddie no one could actually know him
since he was the fictional creation of the author under review, George V.
Higgins, in his first and most famous crime novel, The Friends Of Eddie
Coyle published in 1972 (and later adapted for the cinema starring Robert
Mitchum as the stand-up guy of the title). But, see, Brother Higgins was a
prolific writer and although many of his best works and pieces of righteous ear
for “street” dialogue involved low-end, well, gangster types he wrote other
crime-centered books where the “bad guys” were not front and center, did not in
the final push get away with murder. Although in the book under review, The
Mandeville Talent, it was a close thing, a very close thing.”
In At End Of Day rates with old Eddie Coyle's saga since Higgins has got an ear for that local gangster talk, their ways of operation in the world, and their oversized dreams. And a big deflate on the local G-men.
… he, all six feet two, one hundred and ninety-five lanky pounds, brown- skinned brother of him dressed in his Saturday night finery nothing flashy but a couple of guys looked the look that they thought he made the cool grade, better some brown sugar gave sets of big eyes his way (truth finery stuff bought at Wal-Mart’s or cadged from older brother not using the material since said brother had long ago given up Saturday night roaming, Saturday night hungers), had spied her, all that brown sugar of her not giving a set of big eye glances his way across the room the minute he came in the door. Came into Brother Earl’s High Hat Lounge ready for some low-key jazz and maybe some jam too, came into his what did the white folks call it, yeah, his watering hole (funny whitebread name for bars but those white folks were always coming with weird words, had been coming up with weird crap ever since they hung “nigger” and “high yella” on his people). So he gave her his full eyes up and down, and then down and up, practically unclothing her slinky frilly white dress low cut the way he liked them in order to see what baubles a gal had. While he was too much of a gentleman to lick his chops, he also knew if she had seen him in such a foolish schoolboy on a lark pose he would be sleeping alone that night. Or more likely given his luck lately with some cheap pick-up floozy like Sarah Lou or Betty Buck ready to roll over for a guy, a guy like him in his finery (they too not able to tell the difference or maybe he mused they were looking at other stuff, looking down his well-creased pants), with some dough, some good liquor and reefer, and a line of patter to get her out of her panties (not hard when it came to floozy time, midnight hour time, he knew, knew only too well not being able to shake either of those two whores when they got their walking daddy habits on). She not so much beautiful as fetching, all high yella like Mr. Whitey said, knowing she had plenty of blood coursing through her veins from some long ago indignity ravaged on his great-grandmother, maybe before. Yeah, fetching in the long haul which was usually preferable unlike Sarah Lou who after he had had his way with and he woke up the next morning her beside him would scamper out of bed and out the door before she opened he blood-shot eyes. Yes, one look at her, one look at that light brown sugar, one once-over (really twice over) told him that, told him too that he needed to be cool, cool enough to stay a little aloof while she was up at the stand in front of that band singing, singing some faggy Cole Porter tune that Billie made pop, sounded like Night and Day as he came in, some god-struck angel face now that he had stopped looking up and down and started to figure out what he needed to do when intermission time came.
He knew for instance, that she would require scotch, high-shelf scotch, to soothe those tender vocal cords like some magic elixir. He liked to speculate on the brand; here it seemed to require Haig &Haig Royal Bonded to aid his cause. (He was right when he asked the waitress what the torch singer was drinking when he sent a drink over to her table at intermission, and plenty of it too, judging by the way she drank the drink in front of her that he had sent up to the stage so she would not be dry between songs). He thought about whether she would want to be complimented on her clothes. (She did, talking for a little too long about it , about how tough it was to keep herself in slinky dresses whichguys wanted to look at her in, the boss too, until he moved the subject on to her music, that blues jazz mix that she had down pat, very pat). Or whether telling her that she had a fine body (nice shoulders, slim waist, etc.), nice legs, nice well-turned ankles, nice hair, nice, fill in the blank, or any combination of nices, would get him any place. (It did, as she gave him even more meaningful looks as they talked, only be stopped by the call for the next set from Sammy, the combo leader). Thought whether he should ask right then whether she wanted a nightcap with him elsewhere later or ask her ask her at the end of the evening. (End of the evening, a wise choice since she kept giving him meaningful little smiles along with the drinks to keep the mood up throughout that last performance.)
Preliminaries over he once again listened to that angel-voice, listened to her phrasing, listened for the pause between the phrasing, and then that slight little snarl of the upper lip as she went into her own blues-drenched version of Rock Me Baby, and looking right at him, right directly at him, when she sang long drawn out phrasing sang, “rock me all night long.”(He did, and she did too.)