Just Before The Sea Change - With The Dixie Cups Going To The Chapel Of Love In Mind
There were some things about Edward
Rowley’s youthful activities that he would rather not forget, things that
defined his life, gave him that fifteen minutes of fame, if only to himself and
his, that everybody kept talking about that everyone deserved before they
departed this life. That is what got him thinking one sunny afternoon in
September about five years ago as he waited for the seasons to turn almost
before his eyes about the times around 1964, around the time that he graduated
from North Adamsville High School, around the time that he realized that the
big breeze jail-break that he had kind of been waiting for was about to bust
out over the land, over America. It was not like he was some kind of
soothsayer, could read tea leaves or tarot cards like some latter day Madame La
Rue who actually did read his future once down at the Gloversville Fair, read
that he was made for big events anything like that back then. No way although that
tarot reading when he was twelve left an impression for a while.
Edward’s take on the musical twists and
turns back then is where he had something the kids at North Adamsville High
would comment on, would ask him about to see which way the winds were blowing,
would put their nickels, dimes and quarters in the jukeboxes to hear. See his senses
were very much directed by his tastes in music, by his immersion into all
things rock and roll in the early 1960s where he sensed what he called silly “bubble
gum” music that had passed for rock (and which the girls liked, or liked the look
of the guys singing the tunes) was going to be buried under an avalanche of
sounds going back to Elvis and forward to something else, something with more guitars
all amped to bring in the new dispensation. More importantly since the issue of
jailbreaks and sea changes were in the air he was the very first kid to grasp what
would later be called the folk minute of the early 1960s (which when the tunes,
not Dylan and Baez at first but guys like the Kingston Trio started playing on
the jukebox at Jimmy Jack’s Diner after school some other girls, not the “bubble
gum” girls went crazy over). So that musical sense combined with his ever present
sense that things could be better in this wicked old world drilled into him by
his kindly old grandmother who was an old devotee of the Catholic Worker movement
kind of drove his aspirations. But at first it really was the music that had been
the cutting edge of what followed later, followed until about 1964 when that
new breeze arrived in the land.
That fascination with music had
occupied Edward’s mind since he had been about ten and had received a
transistor radio for his birthday and out of curiosity decided to turn the dial
to AM radio channels other that WJDA which his parents, may they rest in peace,
certainly rest in peace from his incessant clamoring for rock and roll records and
later folk albums, concert tickets, radio listening time on the big family
radio in the living room, had on constantly and which drove him crazy. Drove
him crazy because that music, well, frankly that music, the music of the Doris
Days, the Peggy Lees, The Rosemary Clooneys, the various corny sister acts like
the Andrews Sisters, the Frank Sinatras, the Vaughn Monroes, the Dick Haynes
and an endless series of male quartets did not “jump,” gave him no “kicks,’
left him flat. As a compromise, no, in order to end the family civil war, they
had purchased a transistor radio at Radio Shack and left him to his own
devises.
One night, one late night in 1955, 1956
when Edward was fiddling with the dial he heard this sound out of Cleveland,
Ohio, a little fuzzy but audible playing this be-bop sound, not jazz although
it had horns, not rhythm and blues although sort of, but a new beat driven by
some wild guitar by a guy named Warren Smith who was singing about his Ruby,
his Rock ‘n’ Roll Ruby who only was available apparently to dance the night
away. And she didn’t seem to care whether she danced by herself on the
tabletops or with her guy. Yeah, so if you need a name for what ailed young Edward
Rowley, something he could not quite articulate then call her woman, call her
Ruby and you will not be far off. And so with that as a pedigree Edward became
one of the town’s most knowledgeable devotees of the new sound. Problem was
that new sound, as happens frequently in music, got a little stale as time went
on, as the original artists who captured his imagination faded from view one
way or another and new guys, guys with nice Bobby this and Bobby that names,
Patsy this and Brenda that names sang songs under the umbrella name rock and
roll that his mother could love. Songs that could have easily fit into that
WJDA box that his parents had been stuck in since about World War II.
So Edward was anxious for a new sound
to go along with his feeling tired of the same old, same old stuff that had
been hanging around in the American night since the damn nuclear hot flashes
red scare Cold War started way before he had a clue about what that was all
about. It had started with the music and then he got caught later in high
school up with a guy in school, Daryl Wallace, a hipster, or that is what he
called himself, a guy who liked “kicks” although being in high school in North
Adamsville far from New York City, far from San Francisco, damn, far from
Boston what those “kicks” were or what he or Eddie would do about getting those
“kicks” never was made clear. But they played it out in a hokey way and for a
while they were the town, really high school, “beatniks.” So Eddie had had his short faux “beat” phase
complete with flannel shirts, black chino pants, sunglasses, and a black beret
(a beret that he kept hidden at home in his bedroom closet once he found out
after his parents had seen and heard Jack Kerouac reading from the last page of
On The Road on the Steve Allen Show that they severely
disapproved on the man, the movement and anything that smacked of the “beat”
and a beret always associated with French bohemians and foreignness would have
had them seeing “red”). And for a while Daryl and Eddie played that out until
Daryl moved away (at least that was the story that went around but there was a
persistent rumor for a time that Mr. Wallace had dragooned Daryl into some
military school in California in any case that disappearance from the town was
the last he ever heard from his “beat” brother). Then came 1964 and Eddie was fervently waiting for something to
happen, for something to come out of the emptiness that he was feeling just as
things started moving again with the emergence of the Beatles and the Stones as
a harbinger of what was coming.
That is where Eddie had been
psychologically when his mother first began to harass him about his hair.
Although the hair thing like the beret was just the symbol of clash that Eddie
knew was coming and knew also that now that he was older that he was going to
be able to handle differently that when he was a kid. Here is what one episode of the battle
sounded like:
“Isn’t that hair of yours a little long
Mr. Edward Rowley, Junior,” clucked Mrs. Edward Rowley, Senior, “You had better
get it cut before your father gets back from his conference trip, if you know
what is good for you.” That mothers’-song was being endlessly repeated in North
Adamsville households (and not just those households either but in places like
North Adamsville, Hullsville, Shaker Heights, Dearborn, Cambridge any place
where guys were waiting for the new dispensation and wearing hair a little
longer than boys’ regular was the flash point) ever since the British invasion
had brought longer hair into style (and a little less so, beards, that was
later when guys got old enough to grow one without looking wispy, had taken a
look at what their Victorian great-grandfathers grew and though it was “cool.” Cool
along with new mishmash clothing and new age monikers to be called by.).
Of course when one was thinking about
the British invasion in the year 1964 one was not thinking about the American
Revolution or the War of 1812 but the Beatles. And while their music has taken
1964 teen world by a storm, a welcome storm after the long mainly musical
counter-revolution since Elvis, Bo, Jerry Lee and Chuck ruled the rock night
and had disappeared without a trace, the 1964 parent world was getting up in
arms.
And not just about hair styles either.
But about midnight trips on the clanking subway to Harvard Square coffeehouses
to hear, to hear if you can believe this, folk music, mountain music, harp
music or whatever performed by long-haired (male or female), long-bearded
(male), blue jean–wearing (both), sandal-wearing (both), well, for lack of a
better name “beatniks” (parents, as usual, being well behind the curve on teen
cultural movements since by 1964 “beat”
except on silly television shows and “wise” social commentary who could
have been “Ike” brothers and sisters, was yesterday’s news).
Mrs. Rowley would constantly harp about
“why couldn’t Eddie be like he was when he listened to Bobby Vinton and his Mr.
Lonely or that lovely-voiced Roy Orbison and his It’s Over and other
nice songs on the local teen radio station, WMEX (he hated that name Eddie by
the way, Eddie was also what everybody called his father so you can figure out
why he hated the moniker just then). Now it was the Beatles, the Rolling Stones
and a cranky-voiced guy named Bob Dylan that has his attention. And that damn
Judy Jackson with her short skirt and her, well her… looks” (Mrs. Rowley like
every mother in the post-Pill world refusing to use the “s” word, a throw-back
to their girlish days when their mothers did not use such a word.)
Since Mrs. Rowley, Alice to the
neighbors, was getting worked up anyway, she let out what was really bothering her
about her Eddie’s behavior, "What about all the talk about doing right by
the down-trodden Negros down in Alabama and Mississippi. And you and that damn
Peter Dawson, who used to be so nice when all you boys hung around together at
Jimmy Jacks’ Diner [Edward: corner boys, Ma, that is what we were] and I at
least knew you were no causing trouble, talking about organizing a book drive
to get books for the little Negro children down there. If your father ever
heard that there would be hell to pay, hell to pay and maybe a strap coming out
of the closet big as you are. Worst though, worst that worrying about Negros
down South is that treasonous talk about leaving this country, leaving North
Adamsville, defenseless against the communists with your talk of nuclear
disarmament. Why couldn’t you have just left well enough alone and stuck with your
idea of forming a band that would play nice songs that make kids feel good like
Gale Garnet’s We’ll Sing In The Sunshine or that pretty Negro girl
Dionne Warwick and Her Walk On By instead of getting everybody
upset."
And since Mrs. Rowley, Alice, to the
neighbors had mentioned the name Judy Jackson, Edward’s flame and according to
Monday morning before school girls’ “lav” talk, Judy’s talk they had “done the
deed” and you can figure out what the deed was let’s hear what was going on in
the Jackson household since one of the reasons that Edward was wearing his hair
longer was because Judy thought it was “sexy” and so that talk of doing the
deed may well have been true if there were any sceptics. Hear this:
“Young lady, that dress is too short
for you to wear in public, take it off, burn it for all I care, and put on
another one or you are not going out of this house,” barked Mrs. James Jackson,
echoing a sentiment that many worried North Adamsville mothers were feeling (and
not just those mothers either but in places like Gloversville, Hullsville,
Shaker Heights, Dearborn, Cambridge any place where gals were waiting for the
new dispensation and wearing their skirts a little longer than mid-calf was the
flash point) about their daughters dressing too provocatively and practically
telling the boys, well practically telling them you know what as she suppressed
the “s” word that was forming in her head. She too working up a high horse head
of steam continued, "And that Eddie [“Edward, Ma,” Judy keep repeating
every time Mrs. Jackson, Dorothy to the neighbors, said Eddie], and his new
found friends like Peter Dawson taking you to those strange coffeehouses in
Harvard Square with all the unwashed, untamed, unemployed “beatniks” instead of
the high school dances on Saturday night. And that endless talk about the
n-----s down South, about get books for the ignorant to read and other trash
talk about how they are equal to us, and your father better not hear you talk like
that, not at the dinner table since has to work around them and their smells
and ignorance over in that factory in Dorchester. And don’t start with that Commie trash about
peace and getting rid of weapons. They should draft the whole bunch of them and
put them over in front of that Berlin Wall. Then they wouldn’t be so negative
about America."
Scene: Edward, Judy and Peter Dawson were
sitting in the Club Nana in Harvard Square sipping coffee, maybe pecking at the
one brownie between, and listening to a local wanna-be folk singing strumming
his stuff (who turned out to be none other than Eric Von Schmidt). Beside them
cartons of books that they are sorting to be taken along with them when head
South this summer after graduation exercises at North Adamsville High School
are completed in June. (By the way Peter’s parents were only slightly less
irate about their son’s activities and used the word “Negro” when they were
referring to black people, black people they wished their son definitely not to
get involved with were only slightly less behind the times than Mrs. Rowley and
Mrs. Jackson and so requires no separate screed by Mrs. Dawson. See Peter did
not mention word one about what he was, or was not, doing and thus spared himself
the anguish that Edward and Judy put themselves through trying to “relate” to
their parents, their mothers really since fathers were some vague threatened
presence in the background in those households.)
They, trying to hold back their excitement
have already been to some training sessions at the NAACP office over on Massachusetts
Avenue in the Roxbury section of Boston and have purchased their tickets for
the Greyhound bus as far as New York’s Port Authority where they will meet
others who will be heading south on a chartered bus. But get this Pete turned
to Edward and said, “Have you heard that song, Popsicles and Icicles by
the Mermaids, it has got great melodic sense.” Yes, we are still just before
the sea change after which even Peter will chuckle about “bubble gum” music.
Good luck though, young travelers, good luck.
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