I ain’t saying that this low
budget be-bop B-film’s (although with a solid A on the rock and roll intro with
Jerry Lee Lewis sitting at the piano in back of a flat-bed truck flailing, yes,
flailing away on his classic rock and roll song, teen angst-busting , teen
alienation-busting song, High School Confidential, heralding the hint, just the hint, of a
possibility that we of the generation of ’68 might be getting ready for that
big jail break we were sitting under some atomic bomb air raid school desk
looking for a sign of) “beat” poetess will
make you throw away your personally autographed first edition City Lights copy
of mad monk om om man Allen Ginsberg’s Howl
or even some torn-up paperback copy
of Jeanbon (Jack) Kerouac’s Mexico City
Blues or even some shotgun version of street gunsel mad poet Gregory Corso’s
machine gun sonnets but she was a sister, a sister in the struggle to break out
of squaresville, to break out of the void, to break from nine to five, to break
from soda fountain giggle girl dreams, to break from seventy-six, count ‘em,
forms of teen angst and sixty-six, count ‘em again, forms of teen alienation,
to break from same old, same old, to, ah hell, just to break as portrayed by
know nothing Hollywood with its
angst-less dreams and its alienation-less non-sorrows. So be-bop, be-bop
sister, be-bop.
I ain’t, furthermore, saying
that everything the sultry sister (1950s sultry don’t touch me just listen tea-head,
but what were we to know of that kind of sultry out in Podunk teen land,
cashmere sweater, black skirt, maybe devil black stockings not shown, teen boy
dreams sultry whatever her message, or even no message but bop) had to say had
its head on straight. Or that if we, we meaning those fledgling angst-filled,
alienation sorrowed ‘68ers mentioned
above, had heard her in some forbidden teenage night club (no liquor allowed,
no petting allowed, no, no allowed enforced by burly guys with direct access to
parents/priests/teachers/cops/authorities and hence to some mischievous god), a club filled with smoke, cigarette smoke and
djinn smoke and weed smoke and maybe hash pipe smoke too although that might
have been for more private moments, and maybe too train smoke and dreams, road
dreams to see mystic vistas, sitting
with some cashmere sweater frill, not quite old enough to do the apparel justice,
blonde maybe, red-headed for sure, in ancient landlocked celtic strongholds
where some fierce blue-eyed boys stood waiting, holding forth against the
squares, against the cubes, against the pentagonals, against the angry young men, against the not
angry young men, and ditto women, against the death-dealing old men, against
the country club uncertain certainties, against that cold war hot war red scare
night, against the break-out blockers as fierce as any New York Giants monster
linebacker, that we would have understood half, hell, a quarter of what she
said but like some mad dash shaman, oops, shaman-ess, it would have stuck,
stuck to be mulled over, stuck for later times and so…be-bop, be-bop sister,
be-bop.
And I definitely ain’t saying
that even if all she said did have its
head on straight that we, we meaning those fledgling ‘68ers mentioned above,
had heard her in some forbidden teenage night club, a club filled with smoke, cigarette smoke and
djinn smoke and weed smoke and maybe hash pipe smoke too although that might
have been for more private moments, and maybe too train smoke and dreams, road
dreams to see mystic vistas, sitting
with some cashmere sweater frill, not quite old enough to do the apparel
justice, blonde maybe, red-headed for sure, in ancient landlocked celtic
strongholds where some fierce blue-eyed boys stood waiting, holding forth
against the squares, against the cubes, against the pentagonals, against the angry young men, against the not
angry young men, and ditto women, against the death-dealing old men, against
the country club uncertain certainties, against that cold war hot war red scare
night, against the break-out blockers as fierce as any New York Giants monster
linebacker, would have dug, yes, dug, in dig beat language dug, exactly what
she had to say any more than when our time did come (when we shed teen know
nothing-ness, Hollywood know nothing-ness,
parent know nothing-ness, cop know nothing-ness, priest know
nothing-ness, authorities know nothing-ness), the time when we got our bloody
jail break time signal, that we more than echo- listened to om om-antic New
Jersey mad monk Allen Ginsberg (tea head, acid head, Buddha head) howl against
that evil night, or to Jeanbon (Jack) Kerouac, sweet Lowell mill boy gone sour,
sitting in some hell-hole mere florida
trailer park (or bungalow, maybe) sweating whiskey and hubris against his
children, or to New Jack City Gregory Corso playing the lone ranger against the
death night, but it would have stuck, stuck to be mulled over, stuck for later
times and so…be-bop, be-bop sister, be-bop.
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