On
Augustus Saint-Gaudens’ Memorial To Colonel Robert Gould Shaw And The
Massachusetts Fifty-Fourth Regiment (Volunteers) –Take Two
…he had walked pass that blessed then defaced, muddied,
unattended frieze across the street from the State House on Beacon Street in
Boston it seemed like half his now graying life. Anytime he had cadged a hooky
day from high school back in the early 1960s in order to head into downtown Boston
and check out the day life on the Common, grab an off-beat movie at the many
big house theaters on lower Washington Street to kill a couple of hours, or
just hang out he would circle around Beacon Street after emerging from the Park
Street subway station. Walked around just to get a “feel” for his city, the city
of his birth, on humid summer days, leaves falling orange/red/yellow/autumn
days, bleak snow-bound winter lights days, and rebirth green spring days. Walked
head down right by the seemingly obscure defaced and unrepaired marble. Walked
by thinking of his big world existential problems too intense to worry about
faded pasts
From
The Pen Of Frank Jackman
Later, mid-1960s later, when he went to school, a
two-year school and then transferred to Suffolk University in that same
downtown Boston and had to work trucks down toward Congress Street to make his
daily meat he would pass the memorial on his way to school. Still later when he
lived on the hill (Beacon Hill) with some rarified suburban girl from Long
Island who footed the bill (or rather some New Jack City banker Daddy) in sullen
splendor (until she in her turn married some junior up and coming stockbroker)
his studied neglect continued.
Yes he had passed it, that subtle monument to past
fights, like it was just another in a long line of historic ornaments in a town
filled with memorials to its ancient arrival long continental history. You know
bloody battle number one here, bloody battle number two there, a
pigeon-bedecked statute of some fire-breathing Puritan divine casting out
heathens here or some furious bearded abolitionist turning up the heat there,
some battle-hardened general leaning Grant-like there, some corruption-filled
over-fed civic leader in full three piece suit regalia here. Yes, the town was
a breathing tribute to all that went down in the cold times American East when
west, real west, was someplace around the Hudson River and white man European dreams
were of making it along the Eastern seaboard and not having to trek inland luckless
to face the unknown, natural or man-make.
Had briskly blinkered pass that perfect pre-historic
monument to some pretty important history going on right before his eyes down
in bloody Birmingham/Selma/Greensboro/Philadelphia (MS that
is)/Montgomery/Oxford (MS again) and one thousand other later to be storied locales after the dust cleared (and
the fight reined in). Yet with all that civil rights let-them-vote-sent-books-to
Alabama-ride-the-freedom-bus he was clueless to that aspect of his history.
Clueless (and no high school history class, at least the days he attended, ever
mentioned such things) to those places, Fort Wagner above all, where his people,
his black proud Massachusetts 54th (and later 55th) had
made righteous stands for freedom, had filled the sable ranks, had arms in hand
confirmed the worst planter’s John Brown-benighted nightmare, had bled rivers
of blood and inelegantly sweated buckets
of sweat, had trooped down to their citadel, Charleston, singing marching
songs, and had not waited, no, no more wait, on some benevolent white man to do
the work of freedom.
Then one cloudy day, not a 1960s day but much later,
he happened to notice some work being done in the area around the monument
while walking toward Park Street Station and a ride to the suburbs. Walked toward
the site and asked about what was going on. Restoration they called it, bringing
the dead back to life he thought. Suddenly the sun glistened though a cloud and
he noticed something on the frieze, a figure of a man, an old man trooper, bearded,
bed-rolled, knap-sacked, rifle-shouldered, marching in step just in front and
to the left (from a front view of the scene) of a white officer on horse (whom
he would find out later was the Colonel Shaw who was buried with his black
brethren in knighted dignity in some
ashy pit in front of bloodied Fort Wagner). He stopped in his tracks as he
realized that old soldier looked very much like his paternal grandfather, the father
of his own rolling stone father who had taken off for parts unknown and left him
and his mother to the tender mercies when he was about seven. That old man had
(along with his grandmother) saved him from gathering a storm in the streets
with the lure of the corner boy life.
He was befuddled at first since as a veteran of the
Vietnam War he knew that no old pappy guys were filling the ranks of the
American army in his time and so that old pappy figure perked his interest. One
day he went to the Boston Public Library over in Copley Square and found a book
that dealt with the history of what he had found out was a memorial to the
heroic Massachusetts 54th Regiment, all volunteers, all black ranks,
and all white officers raised right there in Boston. His interest further
perked he sought to find who was the model for that old pappy soldier. Had he a
history, some story to tell. He never did find out if there was a real live model
but he liked to think that old pappy had escaped from some desperate Tidewater
plantation, had followed the northern star, had made something of himself, learned
a respectable trade and had prospered. Then when Frederick Douglass or one of those
hot-tempered abolitionist orators raised the call he had laid down his tools
and joined up. Joined up amid ancient
memories of kin in Pharaoh’s thrall and had not waited, said no, no more wait, on
some benevolent white man to do the work of freedom...
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