Markin Comment:
Despite the somewhat academic-
sounding title of this commentary this is really a part of the very prosaic
working class story that I have written about previously in several earlier
commentaries in this space. As I mentioned in them, this space is usually
devoted to ‘high’ politics and the personal is usually limited to some experience
of mine that has a direct political point. Sometimes, however, a story is so
compelling and makes the point in such a poignant manner that no political
palaver is necessary. This is the fourth part of what, as I will explain in the
next paragraph, now has now turned into a five part saga of the fate of a
working class family from my old neighborhood. Let me continue that tale.
In part three of this story,
History and Class Consciousness (hereafter, History), about the fate of my
childhood friend Kenny’s father I mentioned that if I had time I would try to
find out the fates of his two long missing older brothers who have not been
heard from by the family in over thirty years.
I have become so intrigued by this family’s story that I have made time
to dig deeper into it. Now I know, or will soon know, their fates.
In detecting information did
I need to be a super sleuth? No. Did I need to spent hours poring over
documents? No. I have in this space, on more than one occasion, railed against
the information superhighway as a substitute for political organizing but for
finding public records that lead one to missing people it cannot be beat. That,
and using the old telephone, did yeoman’s service. I have thus now found the brothers, or at
least the whereabouts of the oldest one James, Jr. whom I have already interviewed
and who has rather mysteriously promised to lead me to his younger brother
Francis. Francis’s story will be detailed in a separate commentary after I
interview him.
To refresh the story for those who make have not read the previous parts let me summarize. Probably, after I finish the fifth part I will rewrite this whole thing as one story to avoid the repetitions inherent in presenting each part in piecemeal fashion. For now though, dear reader, bear with me. In previous commentaries I have mentioned that I had recently (May 2007) returned to the old working class neighborhood where I grew up after a very long absence. I also mentioned that maybe it was age, maybe it was memory, maybe it was the need at this late date to gain a sense of roots but that return has haunted me ever since. I have gone back a few times since last May to hear more of what had happened to those in the old neighborhood from a woman who continues to live there and had related the above stories to me. The first story was about the fate of my childhood friend Kenny. A second in January 2008 recounted the fate of Kenny’s mother, Margaret, and History, written in February 2008, mentioned above, presented the story of Kenny’s father, James. (Check the archives for these three stories.)
My own family started life in
the housing projects, at that time not the notorious hell holes of crime and
deprivation that they later became but still a mark of being low, very low, on
the social ladder at a time when others were heading to the Valhalla of the
newly emerging suburbs. By clawing and scratching my parents saved enough money
to buy an extremely modest single-family house. The house was in a neighborhood
that was, and is, one of those old working class neighborhoods where the houses
are small, cramped and seedy, the leavings of those who have moved on to bigger
and better things. The neighborhood nevertheless reflected the desire of the
working poor in the 1950’s, my parents and others including Kenny’s parents, to
own their own homes and not be shunted off to decrepit apartments or
dilapidated housing projects, the fate of those just below them on the social
ladder. That is where I met Kenny and through him his family, including his
mother Margaret, his father James and his two brothers, James, Jr. and Francis.
In my teens I had lost track
of Kenny who as he reached maturity took the death of a friend who died in
Vietnam very hard. The early details of his behavior changes are rather sketchy
but they may have involved illegal drug use. Apparently, with drugs and
therapy, there were periods of calm but for over three decades poor Kenny
struggled with his inner demons. In the end the demons won and he died a few
years ago while in a mental hospital.
Needless to say Kenny’s
problems were well beyond his mother and father’s ability to comprehend or
control. His father, like mine, had a limited education, few marketable skills
and meager work prospects. Thus, there were no private resources for Kenny and
he and they were thus consigned to public institutionalization schemes. The
shame of this, among other things, led to his father’s early death many, many
years ago in the mid-1980s.
Kenny’s woes, as I found out
this January (2008), were only part of this sad story about the fate of Margaret and
James' sons. The two older brothers, James, Jr. and Francis, were in and out of
trouble or one sort or another and were not around the neighborhood much. My
neighborhood historian mentioned in January that at some point both sons had
dropped out of sight and had not been seen by their mother for over thirty
years. They are presumed to be dead or that is the story Margaret told my
historian. James Jr.’s story now comes into focus.
I found James, Jr. living in
seedy, rundown rooming house in a Boston neighborhood. Strangely, he was more
than willing to talk to me about his life and family although he was only
vaguely familiar with whom I was, except that he remembered that I was vaguely
political. His story, in general outline, is not an unfamiliar one, at least
not to me. Early on he got into petty crime and then more serious crime. As a
teenager during the Vietnam War era he got into enough trouble that he was
given a choice by the court system to ‘volunteer’ for military duty or go to
jail. He took the military service, for a while. Given orders to Vietnam, he went AWOL not for
any political reason but just, as he said, because. After time in military
confinement and later a civilian confinement he got ‘religion’-that is he
figured the percentages of keeping up his current ‘lifestyle’ did not add up to
a long and happy life.
Based on that street wisdom
he became a drifter, grafter and midnight sifter (his words) but stayed on the
legal side of the line. The inevitable failed marriages, jobs and financial
problems followed, in their natural course. Moreover, this harsh lifestyle wore
down his psychological capacities and at some point he was diagnosed as
clinically depressed, unable to hold a steady job and put on welfare. That
pretty much sums up the balance of his life for our purposes here. I make no
pretense that this is a typical working class story, it is not. Nor is this a
typical working class family saga. But there is just enough of the pathologies
of working class existence to make the story serve its purpose as a
descriptive, if not, cautionary tale about the plight of working people in
modern American society.
Now, about the question that
must be on the reader’s mind, as it surely was on mine. What in this biography
warrants going underground from one’s family for over thirty years? His
answer-shame. James just flat out got tired of taking a psychological beating every
time his mother Margaret berated him in his early youth for some seemingly
trivial mistake. To not have to deal with that as he started to get into real
trouble he just walked away from his family. His rationale was that if they did
not know about it then he was doing them a favor. Strange reasoning, perhaps.
However, I too know, and perhaps you do also, the wrath of an Irish mother when
she gets into the shaming ritual. I faced that more than one time myself. It is
not pretty. James may have stayed away too long and, in the end, broke his
father’s heart, but there is nothing absurd about his response. We all face our
demons in our own particular ways.
I commented, off-handedly, in
History that at a point where I had been successful in locating the two older
brothers I would I will surely need the literary talents of someone like James
T. Farrell in his Studs Lonigan trilogy for guidance. That has proven, thus
far, to not be necessary as this is a most prosaic story. What this story
really calls for is the skills of someone like the Russian revolutionary Leon
Trotsky, or better yet a Lenin, to try
to analyze and to generalize how a couple of fairly smart working class kids
turned the wrong way and in the end turned inward rather than become class
fighters. It needs an appraisal of how the
transmission belt of working class political consciousness that broke
down in our fathers’ generation (the so-called “greatest generation” that
survived the Great Depression and fought World War II) remains broken in the
baby-boomer generation (their and my generation, the generation of ’68). There
is thus something of a ‘lost’ generation that is not there now that today’s
youth look like they are ready to ‘storm heaven’.
As I have said in the
previous commentaries on this story I am a working class politician. That is the great legacy that my parents left
me, intentionally or not. As I have asked previously in relating the other
parts of the story -are there any great political lessons to be learned here?
No, I do not think so but this family’s saga of turning in on itself in the absence
of some greater purpose and solution goes a long way to explaining why down at
the base of society we have never had as much as nibble of independent working
class political consciousness expressed in this country.
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